Qu'est-ce que je veux?

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je ne veux pas oublier
Je veux que toi

Et c'est tout.

Random thoughts

My stomach aches,
but it's my heart that's broken..

Just writing it gives me butterflies!

Cowboy

Na verdade quero ser um herói
e viver só de ilusão
Eu queria tanto ser um cowboy
cavalgando um alazão

Mas se um bandido entrar na história
eu viro um herói sem glória
É melhor deixar as coisas como estão

Se o bate-boca acaba em bala
há vezes que eu perco a fala
Acho que não nasci pra ser herói

Na verdade digo eu sou assim
um herói de folhetim
Vejo quando o filme chega no fim
que eles tem medo de mim

E lembro que há quinze anos
vivia fazendo planos
Podem me esquecer que agora eu só quero paz

Se o bate-boca acaba em bala
há vezes que eu perco a fala
Acho que não nasci pra ser herói

[Composição de Eduardo Souto e Paulo Sérgio Valle pro meu paps :o)]

Naquele tempo...

Há muito tempo em toda festa
todo mundo me pedia pra cantar
Mas eu tinha vergonha
e precisava muita gana
pra criar coragem e tocar

Até que eu tocava uma viola direitinho
e chegava até a impressionar
Mas eu tinha vergonha
e precisava muita gana
pra criar coragem e cantar

E mesmo sem saber qual era a letra
pegava um violão
Mandava um chalalala
Puxava um uououou
do fundo do coração

E os Beatles sempre perto me ajudavam
na próxima canção

La la la lalalala
Lalalala
Hey jude

Naquele tempo eu tentava, eu queria
e quanto tempo que eu fiquei sem namorar
Mas eu tinha vergonha
e precisava muita gana
pra criar coragem e cantar

Mas ela só queria um cara forte
totalmente loiro, rico e que falasse inglês
Mas eu era moreno
um mineiro bem ameno
já sentiu que eu nunca tinha vez

E mesmo sem saber qual era a dela
pegava um violão
Mandava um chalalala
Puxava um uououou
do fundo do coração

E os Beatles sempre perto me ajudavam
na próxima canção

La la la lalalala
Lalalala
Hey jude

Sou Eu

É... A porta abandonada
que leva ao outro lado
aberta de repente no medo da noite
Sou eu

A promessa esquecida
de um coração magoado
A chuva de um inverno no chão da cidade
Sou eu

A flor acostumada
ao frio do cerrado
O pássaro liberto chegando ao deserto
Sou eu

Febre, veneno, dor, alucinação
Fruta proibida, delírio, sensação
no meio da rua
ardendo no fogo
crescente da lua
Eu sou

Navio destinado
a porto malseguro
Luz de vela no escuro, o buraco no muro
Sou eu

O amor que chega à frente
do ódio bem guardado
O riso antes do grito, o sorriso do aflito
Sou eu...

(Tavito e Luiz Carlos Sá)

Happy Birthday, Dad!

I love him so much.. and I'm so proud of him..
What can I say?.. My dad is my hero! :o)

"Pelas campinas e prados
pelos sertões e cidades
quero por todos os lados
homens com próprias vontades
todos, não faço segredo,
bem longe do medo

Meu coração justiceiro
em cada canto que chega
fala e não manda recado
olha as pessoas de frente
me põe a verdade na cara
e a verdade não mente

Ó minha gente da maneira que o mundo está
hoje mais que nunca requer
braço forte, cabeça, coragem e fé"

(Tavito - "Longe do medo")

Random thoughts

Felling neither too big, nor too little
I'm just... in the middle
But where?

Good night, Benjamin...

I'm still questioning myself. After all, is it true that anything is possible?

Is it never too late (or too early)?

"The curious case of Benjamin Button" surely made me think about my life. And I believe that I wasn't the only one to leave the theatre deeply touched by this beautiful and delicate picture.

And now I turned into my dreamy / optimistic self again:
wishing that dreams might come true, and that I am not as foolish as I may seem when I wish for such silly things.

Did it make any sense at all?

Insônia

Raras são as vezes em que alguém quer, desesperdamente, sentir-se entediado...

Saco..

You Gotta Be

(Des'ree)

Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry

You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh

Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day


(She probably right.. Ain't she, Boss?)

About love

So.. what is love? Is it suppose to last forever?
Just because it may end someday.. does that mean it was never love?

Yes.. I do believe in love.. I've felt it a couple of times before..
Eventually it ended, died, or just faded away.
But that doesn't change the fact that it was love.

So yes.. I do believe in love.
And I wonder how could someone like you - who states that marriage is the best way to kill love.. who looks at me the way you do..
How could someone like you tell me you don't believe in love?
Tell me.. how is that possible?

Do I believe in everlasting love?
Yes.. I think it exists out there.. somewhere.. for some people.
But I don't know if I'll ever be able to love someone forever..
(whatever "forever" means..)

Not that I'm complaining..
Love, whatever it is, is something wonderful.. glorious..
Being in love is definately one of my favorite things.
And being in love with you.. ah.. that feels.. just..
indescribably good!

So.. could you, please, just let me love you?
I don't know if it will end tomorrow or in twenty years..
But why should we give it up now? I don't want to lose it..
I don't want to give you up!

So won't you, please, not give up on me now?

Please...?

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"No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
Whenever I see you smile at me
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
Whenever I see your smiling face my way
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today
No one can tell me that I'm doing wrong today"

Trying to be patient..

But why does it seems that everybody just decided to put me on hold?
I keep waiting for an e-mail, an sms, a phone call, a smoke sign.. Whatever!
And nothing. Nothing comes..

Just don't keep me in the dark too long.. Please?
Cause I might just give up.. and I really didn't want to "just give up" this time.
No.. I don't want to give you up at all.

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"If you want it, here it is come and get it
mmmmmm make your mind up fast
If you want it, anytime, I can give it
But you better hurry 'cause it may not last"

Equação

"Se tudo se projeta
Em uma linha reta
Qual é a equação
Da alma do poeta?
Que brilha tão secreta
Quieta de emoção"

(A. Lemos)

A voz dos outros...

"Se tudo se perdoa
depende da pessoa
e da ocasião...
A dor não vem à toa.
E até uma noite boa
magoa o coração"

(A. Lemos)

... por vezes parece que é minha.

Caos

C A O S
A C A O
O O S A
S O A C

A day in the life

Woke up, fell out of bed, dragged a comb across my head. Found my way downstairs and drank a cup, and looking up I noticed I was late.
Found my coat and grabbed my hat, made the bus in seconds flat. Found my way upstairs and had a smoke, and somebody spoke and I went into a dream

... Sounds of laughter, shades of love ringing through my opened ears, inciting and inviting me.
Limitless undying love, which shines around me like a million suns, and calls me on and on across the universe ...

Woke up, droped out of bed and made the bus in seconds flat. Found my way downstairs and had a stroke, then somebody choke and I listened to a scream

... The world was round and turned me on...
The wind was high and blew my mind...
The sky was blue... it made me cry ...

Did not wake up, I stayed in bed, pressed a pillow upon my head. Found my way within and took a peak, and for a moment I heard somebody speak

Golden Slumbers fill your eyes.
Smiles await you when you rise.
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry.
And I will sing a lullaby.

Once there was a way, to get back homeward.
Once there was a way, to get back home.
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry.
And I will sing a lullaby.


Will somebody please just take me home?